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This Christmas

In blog on December 24, 2010 at 7:35 pm

I’m in the guard room, not totally dark with orange streaks of light shining through the window. I’ve never been in such a situation before, at this point of the year.

Typing a blog post while listening to the mp3, waiting for my duty to start. Listening to “officially missing you” because I really miss my baby so much, and my family too. I should be at home eating dinner with them right now, counting down to Christmas, but I’m not.

Today made me hate the army so much, made me feel like I’m at the wrong place at the wrong time, made me hate the person who thought of national service. But what can I do other than to go through this bad night quickly? Nothing.

Seems like I will be in the center of the forest when the clock strikes 12 tonight, oh well.

And word by word I’m losing the mood to continue my post.

I shall continue waiting for my duty while SMSing my baby, Coz only she can make my time go faster and make this a less painful Christmas.

Merry Christmas everybody!

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