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In blog on December 25, 2009 at 11:10 am

I see Christmas as a nice day to spend time with your family, giving presents, listening to Christmas songs and being happy because there is simply nothing to worry about.

Today, I woke up, I feel… Disappointed? Because I woke up and everyone’s still sleeping, it’s cold, just that it’s the air-condition.

Everyone’s sleeping to their heart’s content while I, woke up and feel to be so alone, especially after what had happened.

Every single time I’m alone with no one else with me, I feel so fed up and miserable? It made me think how nice it is to have someone to talk to no matter where you are, that’s like a week ago, even though I’m alone.

It makes me feel as if I have to restart everything again, from the start.

I won’t die, and won’t see that as a way out. But I don’t know what’s going on with me.