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In General - Old Posts on June 30, 2006 at 11:03 am

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First day of school,tired as hell.Had just 2-3 hou…

In General - Old Posts on June 26, 2006 at 1:33 pm

First day of school,tired as hell.Had just 2-3 hours of sleep,how pathetic is that =X.Chatted with my brother until like 3 or 4.Other than that,it’s just her.School was not as fun,met with my old friends but don’t feel the way I think of them before the holidays.Not as strong anymore,their jokes dosen’t seem so funny anymore,OR are they in the past?She finally came online!Exactly 2 hours of chat,hehehehehehehe..Now I know what to get for her birthday!!!Yayness..

Imagine living in the world without anyone except her,wouldn’t it be great?No problems,no stress just her.JOY…

Anyway,Bio test tomorrow,have to rush liao,cya 🙂

Boring day.Nothing much to do,just sitting in fron…

In General - Old Posts on June 20, 2006 at 12:33 pm

Boring day.Nothing much to do,just sitting in front of the computer desk,waiting.

No luck.

Trying to brighten up my day by saying she blocked me?It’s not funny,nor has it affected me in anyway.Get your facts right,you don’t even have her contact.

Trying to quit gaming,got dumb comments about being a loser.Sorry,continuing gaming will make you more of a loser,I suggest you prepare for ITE.


In General - Old Posts on June 15, 2006 at 6:56 am

Normal day,woke up so early in the morning to go online,but my stupid maid still cleaning the computer,so inefficient.When she finally finish cleaning the computer,rush to MSN.But she’s not online,maybe she’ve gone out with her mother.

I’m starting to think that this holiday feels exactly opposite from what I had last year,homebound everyday,the previous holidays was like no one asking me out.But this time,my friends asked me to go study,go play soccer,go play basketball..I don’t feel like going,I just want to stay home and wait for her to come online,that’s the only thing I care for now.But lionel asked me to watch movie on friday,I agree as I’ll surely feel bad if I reject again.But that’s one whole day gone,not being able to chat with her,feels like dying.My samsung phone can’t support mobile messenger,nor e-messenger,how?!I wish I had ben toh’s phone with me,got MSN messenger..

Bored sick…But it’s worth waiting 🙂

I love life,,

In General - Old Posts on June 13, 2006 at 3:32 pm



She came online!!!Had a chat with her from around 6+ to 9,but I did learn alot about her.Her connection can only stay online until 9,sad isn’t it..You gotta upgrade your lines china!!So that I can chat with her 24/7!!It finally paid off after waiting so long :):):):):):):)

Btw,check out my new background music!!!:P


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In General - Old Posts on June 13, 2006 at 6:24 am

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Day 5…

Still offline..But I will keep on waiting 🙂

It’s already the third week of holidays,but revisions are still in the preparation stage.Work have not started yet,it will,TODAY.S.S is a horrible subject to study,indeed,memorise two books of crap.Secondly,Chemistry then bio then maths,then POA and finally geog.

Have to start as soon as possible.

And a building caught fire near amk,and I saw it so clearly from my house,LOTS of smoke,scary,I think some factory caught fire or something,the smoke is SOOO thick.Later i try to post a video.

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In General - Old Posts on June 10, 2006 at 4:49 pm

Day 4,


Went training the whole day,time wasting tired,g2g cya..

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In General - Old Posts on June 8, 2006 at 4:39 pm


Still waiting for her to come online,but I don’t think she will come online already,she so tired.But what if she did,gah..Better play safe.STAY AWAKE!!

Such a stupid start in the morning,rushed to school,and waited outside the bio classroom,for so long,for her to come..BUT,first lesson is actually S.S,how blur can I be.But I swear I saw BIO as the first lesson,or maybe I mistaken it for other classes’.At least I got to talk to her,soooooooooooooooo poor thing,I wish I could do something to help.

S.S lesson started soon after that,boring,and I can tell you that time really starts to slow down during every S.S lesson,wierd eh?5 mins seem to take like 10-20 mins to pass.

Finally after S.S ended,recess!!Ate malay store food,the egg is TASTES SUPERB,I wonder what they did to the egg,it just tastes heavenly.But that stupid Zul stole some of it.Right after that,zul went to find lionel in the prefect room,and that’s the best part of my day 🙂

That’s the best chat I ever had with her,so fun,so satisfying,so…cute?But it was fun when it lasted,one extra that I seem to hate the most always tend to pop up when I was sort of,with her?Bloody parasites,trying to take advantage of the situation,when he knows my intention.

Life is great,her existence made it even greater,but she’s further away from me now,another part of the world,not a sigh of her until holidays..20+ days,HOW TO SURVIVE?!!!


Whatever it is,I have to go JC,the JC she wants to go.

It ain’t easy,but it’s my goal in life

Still offline,sigh…

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In General - Old Posts on June 6, 2006 at 12:56 pm

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Ahhh….6-6-06,a nice looking date.But don’t really feel nice.School as usual,but early dismissal.Supposed to have art today but charlene tan was unwell,oh well,rejoice!But not for long,then I went to buy bag with friends,waited for so long for their friend,around 2 hours,so we just sat around and slack.Then at the interchange,I saw her…omg it’s her,tanglin went to talk to her about something,then I was like stunned,WHAT TO DO?Yes I do want to say something,but…..I CAN’T,why I can’t do it I don’t know why,maybe I should just leave the coversation between us within SMSes?That sucked.Maybe I’m just not ready yet,I don’t know.My brain hurts,thinking of these stuff makes me so damn tired,and I don’t know when to start studying,or If I can even manage to start.SOS!!!

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In General - Old Posts on June 5, 2006 at 11:49 am

Life have been so nice,so fine until one little bastard comes out.Poh Sai.Thousands of times I had requested,don’t talk to me,don’t call me,don’t follow me and most importantly,don’t come my blog at all.About the “anonmous” thingy,why the hell will the others tell me to “think of yourself before you say others”,while Poh Sai is the only one I’m hating all the time?For god’s sake,USE YOUR BLOODY BRAIN,god gave it to you for a reason.Don’t try to confuse me with your stupid “anonmous” post.Want to insult me?Insult in front of my face,don’t need to do it so retardedly and childishly.Speaking of which,you ARE a coward.First time I saw a full grown “boy” cry,in the toilet LOL!Why the hell do you want to act tough in front of so many people?Scold ahbeng words infront of those people,but in the end CRIED in the toilet.I tell you,this made me hate you even more,this shows me you don’t have one bit of respect.You even caused Daren to have a quarrel with others,while you stand one side and smile like a fucktard.Even if you feel good for the moment,you will never NEVER grow up to become a full grown man,never.For the LAST time,read this shit and get out of my life.Don’t tag at my blog with this f and anonmous shit.Honestly,I feel disgraced to have helped you in the past,but now,I feel disgusted to be in the same class like yours.No doubt,you might wonder,I feel embarrassed to be seen with you,with the others.

Without your existence,my life would be almost perfect.

But not perfect without her =(