everything’s over

mc’s over

had a great time at orchard with fel and junyu, so damn fun to shop with them. Blog another day.

I had an extreme lack of sleep. Didn’t even slept yesterday, so…blooody…tired

I’m just gonna sleep away.

Nites all and enjoy your holidays!

life so far.

GBE is over, wow. But I don’t feel a thing at all.

No sense of achievement, no sense of happiness.

I have no idea what’s wrong at all.

Suddenly, things happens to me.

Suddenly, what I said doesn’t make sense to others.

Life is smooth sailing, until the problem just came out right like this.

I really don’t understand why, seriously, there is going to be a problem no matter what.

Everything solved? Ok? Nothing changed? Ya, Nothing changed.

But in the end, things do change. Things are different.

What I need now is a rest to forget what people told me today.

So, bloody, saddening.

Everything changed except for one thing, I still can’t do anything.

No more shit for today, just, let me rest. Things will be fine tomorrow, I hope.

mug

These are the songs that are going to accompany me for the whole night, is it enough?

To everyone that is mugging all night long as well, GOOD LUCK!

does people’s perception of me change all the time?
How people treat me, how people see me and what I am to them.
Does it change all the time?
Seriously I don’t know.

What I say here is still subject to so many factors that make me unable to say what I want to say.

that’s not a promse

i won’t yell again
i won’t do this again
I won’t do that again
i will try to do this
I will try to do that
these are not promises

goodnightsleeptight

projects are mostly gone, had a feel good feeling for awhile, until I was really too tired to really enjoy the feel good feeling.

is it true that every night  I will have to sleep early so that tomorrow comes as soon as possible so that you can forget everything that happened the night before?

well, it’s very hard.

Is it just me or I feel I get shot with problems without even knowing it?

I don’t even freaking know the root of the problem.

Now I don’t even know what’s the problem and I still have to move on with it.

Am I just bloody dumb or what?

and please, no effed up comments I see everywhere including in facebook, I don’t think i’m interested in sarcastic replies.

nothing in this post is referring to anyone, just something to let the shit off because I can’t vent it anywhere else.

sleep and forget about it.

New Morning

Everything’s solved, everything’s forgotten and life’s so much better.

Good Morning everyone.

I wonder if I should get this for my car =0

Hey August

What a way to start my month August.

Yes, with such a beginning to the post, obviously everyone can see my day sucked.

Contributing factors? Many, including the damn projects.

I really hope this period will pass by as soon as possible.

When things just happens like this, I realize that I have to do something about it, I hate it when your boat is smooth sailing and a freaking whale just comes out and whack your boat and it just capsized, and you know what? Only the damn whale can un-capsize it for you and no matter what, you just have to beg it to do that.

The wait was long, but no matter how long I have to wait, it’s worth it, if it can solve things.

Do I still have to live my life based on this quote? : ‘Tomorrow will be a better day”